SAYANG SEMUANYA

HEY! ITS 2012 SINCE I UPDATED MY BLOG. MEMORIES ARE LEFT BEHIND AND I HAVE ALREADY MOVED ON. ITS ALREADY A NEW YEAR AND MEET LOTS OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE, MOVING FORWARD TO A NEW JOB. PEOPLE FROM THE PAST SUCH AS #jf IS STILL HERE AND RF HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN MY MIND. I MET A NEW GIRL CALLED SY IN MY NEW COLLEGE. WE HAVE BEEN TEXTING LATELY FOR FEW WEEKS. I FEEL COMFORTABLE TALKING TO HER AND LIKEWISE TO HER TOO. SADLY SHES .... I TOLD I WOULDNT GIVE UP. THERES A WAY AND THERES A WILL. IF SHES WILLING SO LIKEWISE. SHES AWESOME. UNCLE, HOW ARE YOU? HEARD A BAD NEWS STRUCK HIM AND US, FAMILY. HES UNDER CHEMO. GOSH, UNCLE YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU HAVE ME AND US A WHOLE LOT OF US. DO KNOW IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING TO FIGHT CANCER, WE ARE FIGHTING WITH YOU TOO. <3 I TRIED MY BEST TO BE THERE, LAUGH AND TALK OUR HEART OUT TILL YOU GET WELL VERY SOON ALRIGHT? WIPE YOUR TEARS AND THERE SHALL BE NO WORRIES?WE LOVE YOU AWESOME DUDE! CHINS UP. ITS NOW UP TO ALLAH ... PROJECTS PILED UP.. BUT I DONT KNOW WHY IM STILL SLACKING. CAN SOMEONE OUT THERE GIVE A FUCKING CARE AND GIVE ME A FUCKING LOUD SHOUT INTO MY DEAD BRAIN! HOPEFULLY THINGS GUNNA GET BETTER, SEE YA SOON IF I HAVE THE TIME TO UPDATE MY BLOG. :D

Ihaveupsidetosidemindthots.

I've been thinking too much lately. School has just started but minds still lingering around to elsewhere. Im still finding my soul and mind till now. I can be smiling now but deep down inside, only GOD knows. Jf*, imissyou. Bm*, i want to confess to you something. LK*, i know..i need to tell you something but i thinks its already too late ):
Before making things complicated, i prefer keeping things in my mind for a period of time but i realise im such a fool when i let it all go to the wrong perspective. I should just have the courage to get my mind fuck it all out.

Precious thots for a minute

Precious thots;
In a while i realise something.
Friendships are the one we treasure most and it last forever.

Go

Its November 20.

I thought i did asking you to wake me up when september ends?
But yeah time passes by so fast and i didnt realise it.
Me and jeff didnt talk for quite sometime.
forget it..he is the same..typical guys.
hmm. lately ive been busy with school and work.
haha
really didnt know what to do with my life.

"JUST THE WAY YOU ARE" A BRUNO MARS COVER ft. CHARLIE GORE

This is my All time Favourite Youtube Singer, Jesse Barrera <3>
Let me tell you something...He is just awesome just the way he is..
I love the way he moves and strum his fingers along the guitars.
Oh Gosh! i love him <3

The Bloody Beetroots ft. Steve Aoki - WARP